This is probably going to be a short post, so please excuse the brevity. I had been working on another post, and it might get posted eventually, but I’m not sure at this point.
This post is more to vent than anything else. I woke up this morning in a good mood. Full of mischief, ornery, and just otherwise looking to stir some shit up (in a good way) today. This does not happen all that frequently, so I wanted to embrace it and run with it and see what I could do.
Well, that shit came crashing down hard. Now, I feel fucking miserable. The darkness is closing in around me, and I am having a hard time caring about much of anything. I really just want to leave work and never come back. I don’t understand these roller coaster emotions. I cannot pinpoint a single thing that would have set me off, but it was as if a switch were flipped and now I can’t find said switch to save my life.
Days like this are hard. It makes it hard to concentrate on work, hard to control my mood, hard to be polite to people, just hard in general. I feel the weight of everything coming down on me. I don’t like and I just want to run.
That’s it for today. I can’t focus on going further, and if I tried, this would really turn into a shit show. Thanks for reading, and I’ll see you later.